I will not call you*

Listen

I will not call you
Although I would like to
I am afraid of what I would say

I will not disturb you
Though you might want me to
I do not know what role to play

I would not know what part to play

Where are you at now
How could I reach you
And who are you today

Where did I go wrong
Or did I always
Could I go any other way

How could I have done it any other way

I had better leave you alone
Than mess things up over the phone
There is do and there is don’t

I will leave you
The space you need
I will write a letter for you to read

I have a speech
For you in my head
But all those words will remain unsaid

I have a letter for you unread

I had better leave you alone
Than mess things up over the phone
There is do and there is don’t

I do not know
What you are going through
I can not tell you what to do

Remember past
Will not disappear
When you need me I will be here

When you call I will be near

I had better leave you alone
Than mess things up over the phone
There is do and there is don’t